hmmmm...these are the kind of things you have to look at from a distance

I have been thinking alot, and im stating to think alot more. I mean i know people tell me not to believe rumors but its hard to believe them when they could be right...do you know what i mean. I dont know maybe its just me, but why would he do that to me he says that he is my friend, and he says that he likes to hang out with me, but the thing is that we dont hang out that much except for school. i dont know what to believe anymore i dont want to believe that, i also dont want to loose him =( ugh life.