feeling alone

The most difficult part about my life is feeling alone on some parts it. I think to myself am i the only one that is going through this. Sometimes i feel alright, but then others i feel like everyday i just fade away a little bit more, i mean I MISS YOU alot. Why did you have to leave my life, i thought you cared about me or at least thats what you said. Your my brother, i thought you would always be there. But you chose her over you own family how could ypou put us through that pain? All the hurt that you put us throught. And you have the fucking balls to tell mom that we have never been there for you and that all we do is make your life hell. Or thats what you wife told mom, because you know we cant talk to you because you stupid Skank of a wife doesnt want us to. But you know what i have something to say to that Fucking Hoe, you messed with the wrong family but even though he doesnt see how much of a Bitch you are he will soon. And that you only want the money that he is making. YOU STUPID ASS FUCKING SKANK i hate you for ruining our family if it wasnt for you he would still talk to my family....ugh why did you have to tear my family apart god i hate you soo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!