When i cheated death

You know when i cheated death was when i was 2 i had a really bad asthma attack. All i can remeber is my mom rushing me to denver hospital. She was crying so hard, when we got there they rushed me to a room and so many doctors were around me. I can remeber not being able to breathe and my vision going in and out. The thing that i can remeber before i went to the white place, was my mom holding my hand and crying and saying please god dont take my her. Then everything went white. I can only remeber somethings that i saw that day, i remeber being able to breathe agian, i was in this place where i felt like i was at home, but in the back of my mind i knew something wasnt right. I  remeber seeing my great granpa. Anyways there was something there telling me that i wasnt ready to "go home" all the way and that i had a purpose still. When i woke up i had  wires on me eveywhere, and my mom wasnt there, they had sent her out of the room when i stoped breatheing. Technically i was legally dead i had gone "flatt lined" as they say. I stopped breatheing for exactly 3 minutes. It was scary, but when i woke up the doctors looked at me , and then they called my mom back in the room.
So theres my story on how i cheated death its scary i know but i really dont always understand why god gave me a second chance in life. I mean sometimes my life is really hard and i wonder "why me?" But then i think back to that time, that little time i got to spend there you know what i mean. Its like god didnt think that i needed to "go home" yet. I think that god had a purpose for me and that is why he gave me a second chance. You know what i think the reason i got the second chance is so that i can help people. Im not for sure yet, on what he exactly wants me to do . But you know what i have decided that i want to become a youth pastor so that i could share my story and to help and show kids/teenagers that yea life can be tough but you just got to live through the hard times , and live life to fullest. And be thankful of the people that you have met and the people that you are going to meet. And always remeber God is always watching you!
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