not a good day!

today i am not having the greatest days. To start off i hate drama and that just gets on my nerves like none other. Then i have teachers on my butt about homework, thats stressful and i have so much stress right now, and like i try and show them  that i am trying but they always have that look on there face that says" whatever we have heard this a thousands time before". But Newsflash i am trying. Then me being the person i am i dont express my feelings until they are so built up that i just break down. I mean i have so much on my mind like i want to TRY and find a job to you know help out the family but that is going to be hard to do because i dont drive yet, and you cant really get a job without a car. I have argued with my mom so many times on why i dont have my liscensed or even a permit and its just frustrating and i dont want to take it all on out on my mom, Because its not all her fault that im feeling like this. I just fell like Shutting down, but i dont like to show my emotions anymore... only sometimes to those peole i think really care.............so im not having a good day its one of those days where i have a smile on but really im crying in the inside.