you found out.

You found out that i was coming to colorado for a week and the suddenly you have my number again. Wow you only talk to me when you know i will be coming back for a week i mean how shallow is that i cant believe that. You told me before i left that you would never speak to me again and that as far as you thought i was dead to you. But now all of the sudden you are like oh i still love you i want you back. I mean yea i loved you until you hurt me, you looked me right in the eyes and said that i was never anything to you just a piece of ass. those were your words you have no clue how many nights i stayed up crying because of you. You were my longest relationship i guess you could say "first love". Ugh why i even have the slightest feelings for you. You have already told me that i cant hang out with the guy friends that i have down here becuase you dont want me to.  You told me that my friend Wyatt looks like a fag i mean how can you say that you dont know him and you say that he is just being my friend to show. I cant even believe your lies anymore because i always get hurt in the end!!!! any advice this is a cry out for help!