IM DONE!

Im so Done with everything now im in tears right now i just cant hide it anymore i guess i cant deal with it anymore. I come to school with a happy face on but no one really knows how i feel im so sick on dealing with people who keep stepping on me like im a freaking door mat. I ask them why they are my friends and then say that im awsome and that they love me and of course i believe  them. And NO its none of you on here. I just want to go to a place where i dont have to be afraid to be who i am. Im so tierd of being called annoying and idk i just want to go some where i feel like i belong. I dont want to loose the people i care about yes im nice. I know you say i shouldnt do the things that i do but its hard. I wonder what would some people do if i wasnt nice, what would they do if i completly stop talking at all. Im just going to stop talking to anyone except for my parents and my family. I wonder if that will make everything different then i wouldnt be so annoying!!!! All i can say is that im sorry for being so annoyingi hope that you can forgive me and now i wont be so annoying anymore.......i will just be that girl in the back of the room ALONE!