the other night..........had a happing ending =)

well where can i start the other night was kind of sorta amazing!
My friends came over and met my brother and we played rock band but that one person came over. I havent seem them in a while and it was nice to hang out with you again =).
You get along with my family and you just i dont know how to explain it you giys "click".
We had fun playing rockband the way that you were saying that it was on the hardest level on the guitar and it was only on medium. That made everyone laugh..oh boy the way your face light up haha. Then you had to go, but then you said you would be back tommorrow and then we started textin after i got your number again. You started the convo by say "hey whats up"? i replied "nm", then you were like "cool...you got a bf". Right then and there i was like wondering what was going through your head. I replied "haha nope i dont y"? Then they sent me this "jw..i kinda...like you ;)" that made me smile so much.
Haha and yea i texted back "=) really cuz...i kinda like you too. then we started talking about what would happend if he asked me out and i said i would probably say yea. then he texted me this " I dont just want you to say yea to make me happy i want you to say yea because you truly want to." My jaw droped right there i thought i was dreaming but i wasnt. i replied "yea i know what you mean haha but i would say yea because i want to". Then i got a message that said."WILL YOU GO OUT WITH ME?" and of course i said yea!
Haha yea i know happing ending right lol he came back to my house last night and spent time with me and my family =)

going under water..

Right at this moment of this day i feel like just going under water all the way to the bottom and not coming up. Thats how i feel, i dont get it why do people have to lie? Like they like to lie to your face its really irratating. Like when you have to find out the truth by one of your closest friends. Its like wow why didnt they tell you in the first place. Trust me when i say this if you had just told me the truth when i "asked" you i would just said ok and not even be mad or anything.
But no you had to "lie",ugh that is why im so angry and HURT. Ugh..and no im not mad at the other person why would i be? But anyways i dont even know why im writing this i know people dont care......and then people wonder why i dont talk well now you know....i alreadt feel like im drownding!! I wanna try and come up for air but more stuff keeps happening and i keep sinking more and more....