Idk.........?

What does it mean when you are sleeping and you dream about the people you miss the most. Like the other night i had a dream about me and my brother........ it was like nothing ever happend between me and him and our family was back together. And like every one was happy agian but i knew it wasnt real because we never had fights. I guess it was just me thinking about what i want life to be like in my house again. Or i just dont know what it really meant i guess. I mean the other day was the first time talking to my brother in 4 months. When i was talking to him on the phone i wished that i could find a way to hug him. I mean yea we have had our fights but that doesnt matter i never wanted to loose him. I can say that i offically miss my brother. I never thought that i would loose all contact with him but i guess that will never change. You know what if i had the chance to go back in time and that i could change something in my past you know what that would be i would go back and tell my brother that i love him and that i dont want to loose him. And then my family would be happy and then yea im happy.